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Monday, August 25th, 2008
9:29 am	Wow i remembered my password after 2 years............ To much in my life has changed to really write about, just to bring things alittle more current i will name a few things off. Sleeping Weather = Dead "we had some lineup changes and we have went with a name change and now call our self Tie Breaker" - One of my best friends colin is moving, the worst thing is he has basicaly been here since iv lived in london so i dont know how i will manage with that dude gone outa my everyday life. - I have a newer job working at telephone banking with TD canada trust, pays well, has opportunities for advancements, and it still gives me head aches. - I think i may have met the girl of my dreams. her name is heather and i cant get her off my mind. there are too many awesome things about her that i could possibly right so i will just straight up say that she is awesome and a much needed gust of wind in the sail of my life. So i will attempt to write in here abit more frequently, we will see if that happens. I feel like i have hit a major fork in the road in my life right now which is going to ultamately change my life forever. I am not looking at it as a bad thing but something fun and interesting and i can get alot of new life experiences out of it. I have lived in London for around 5 years or so now and i think that time is running down. ohwell London isnt home it is just one of the inbetween places and truly i dont think i ever for a moment saw myself staying here permanently just as i dont ever see my self moving back to my home town schreiber. for now thats all iv got, i dont think i have any friends left on this live journal everyone prolly deleted me or dont use there accounts so i doubt anyone will read this cept maybe heather? if you remember the Link babe :P :dustin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 12th, 2006
1:39 am	OMG i bet you had thought you'd never see another post by me. well i really fuckn bored!! i cant really say nothings new, alot is new jsut to much to write. iv been in school for a few months, it sucks alot its like high school except there are like 3 girls in a class of 50 and only one is decent looking how unfair!. the band im in SLEEPING WEATHER is rolling along. we ahve play about 7-8 shows i beleive in about 2 1/2 months time, some were great some were bad. that past too were rad tho. today pretty much finished up the last tracks on our EP, all we have left is some gang vocals and extra precussion on a few tracks. any ways feel free to say hi cause i am still alive peace Current Mood: moody Current Music: motion city soundtrack - indoor living (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
3:34 pm	indeed many of you will be surprised to see i have posted :P its been atleast 6 months prolly. bunch of stuff id new. im going to college in the fall to fanshawe college in london ontario. im pretty excitied to work less at my shitty job!. our band has been doing well, we allmost have enough songs to open for someone so i imagine we will play a show next month and then many after that ohya my band can be found at www.myspace.com/sleepingweather . we will allso be hitn the studio next month to record our 7 song ep, also we are gen shirts made very soon too. as for everything else im still in london, im living by my self this summer its fairly brutal and boring but whatever. perhaps more updates in the future no promises tho Current Mood: sick Current Music: machete avenue - temping vegas (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
1:05 am	new video allrighty this aint really any sorta update just plain informational, the band im in "sleeping weather" just filmed a video which can be view at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9T_PNLTc4tQ also you can check us out on my space at www.myspace.com/sleepingweather thanx for taking a min of your time to check us our or even add us as a friend Current Mood: content Current Music: kanye west - addiction (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
12:23 am	long time no seee meeeeee hellllllllllllooooooooooo im still alive just been lazy or maybe busy. so iv been workn alot i guess tryn not to call in sick. i ended up applying to college for electrical engineering and i hope i get in! allso iv been spending alot of time with my band we have been jamming sooo much and we just finished recording two songs with a friend if anyone cares to check us out www.myspace.com/sleepingweather all i have up is demo's i did in my basement but i will put up the new recordings once they are mixed and mastered. anyways i duno what else to say maybe il post again soon Current Mood: content Current Music: boy sets fire - falling out theme (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
10:51 pm	bike riders wurd to your mother. things are alittle slow around here, i spent the better part of today fucking around with nuendo which is a recording program. for some reason when i record music and then mix it down so i can listen to it, it comes out very quiete and alot of hiss i still havent been able to fix it yet. the rest of the day was spent getting a new bus pas for this month and then i hit up the grocery store to get some sweet eats!. i gonna try to start taking a lunch to work, and not for the reason to save money but more for the reason to eat a better meal. i really wanna try to be abit healthier, so i wanna eat better drink alot less and eat way less pizza. tonight i cleaned abit and did a few dishes did some laundry and ate supper. i ened off the night by going over to travs to watch the movie "the cave". i was going to take the bus over there but the weather is so nice and the streets are 75% dry soooooooooooooooooooo i pulled out my bike and went for a ride over there and it was good. i left my bike out down stairs becaue i think i may go for a little ride after work tomorow. anyways i duno what il do before i goto bed il just kill time peace Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
9:59 pm	7th aniversary In the year 2006 I resolve to: Start Smoking. Get your resolution here ok so the first time i got drunk was on new years eve in grade 10 wwhich was like 7 years ago, and im celebrating it by not drinking. i would go out for a few but theres no one here. i have a list of things i need to do this year DO: -goto college -get my band motivated more we lazy fucks -loose weight -get a girl STOP: -drinking so much -eating so much pizza -working at tele-tech i am going to focus on drinking less and going to school im sure the others will fall into place anyways happy new years all my friends i wish i was where ever you are to celebrate but im not - Current Mood: blah Current Music: teenage bottlerocket - so far away (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
10:43 pm	decccccccccccccember ok december is allmost gone and so is 2005, i did end the year off pretty good with getting to go home and visit my family and friends so which i havent seen in 2years+. so now im back in london im allitle depressed becasue nicole made a big deal out of me being her new years date and now she wont even be back here till the 8th. shes starting to get all weird again too, she seems to get that way every time she goes home to terrace bay. im just alittle tired of being the major thing in her life to barely being noticed. i need a new girl friend but i allso need to not feel like im cheating on nicole even tho we havent been going out in like 1months. ohya i think i have decided to quit drinking as of the first and i will try to limit my pizza intake. i have some plans for 2006 so i will see if i can make the happen Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
12:33 am	drink drank drunk soooooooo my 7 days of drinking have came to an end and my liver prolly hates me. last night i went and saw shotgun rules in some loft wich was sweet ass and i got too see some friends which made me happy! but ya things have been sort of shity lately specialy after tonight when i tried to turn my guitar amp on and its blown. just wont turn on now. soooo fuckn poor i duno how im gonna afford to replace something that someone else broke on me. fuck sakes, something good has to happen to me lately against me! will make me happy seeing them 2 times in 4 days!!! Current Mood: crushed Current Music: the jam - away from the numbers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
1:38 pm	msn geeks seems im pretty popular... its funny how you think people are your friends.. but i guess not. ohwell i can reorganize my list Total contacts: 169 Total deletions: 40 The following deletions were detected: MSN Nickname .NET Passport User dancho. www.neverwalkalonefest.com - rosecityhxc@hotmail.com Ruth. - teresa_ruth@hotmail.com xDaBaTx (6)CCT(6) sch00l - glogglog@caramail.com Horrorgirl - strangeattraction@shaw.ca LiNdZ: My friends are a bunch of... - lindsayzwir@hotmail.com ~ 2 in Da Goo / 1 in Da poooo eh ~ - sprucy@hotmail.com Ash [ I hate city girls. ] - forgeta@hotmail.com ¤.: to die for :.¤ - agesixracer19@hotmail.com Jimbo - risi99@hotmail.com that girl is the most, that girl... - inhydepark@hotmail.com .erin b. - erin_birtwistle@hotmail.com EsVilla-From the Polo fleece to ... - allfruitsripe_@hotmail.com Daisy26...nap - coolepoole77@hotmail.com blood red - stupidkid97@hotmail.com The Flash (7-10-6) - bellandye@hotmail.com Floyd - mjzacharewicz@hotmail.com brendan - cocktails_over_ ... nd@hotmail.com rachel - rachel_nicoletti@hotmail.com Punker 101: Around my house - fourstringthing@hotmail.com Todd Reid - toddreids@msn.com billy awesome-h(l)@WORKY - colin_finlay@hotmail.com spatiotemporal friction - ojesseo@hotmail.com joe - i beat cancer! (by cancer ... - jnewing@gmail.com Shakes Driftwood - day off. bore... - mikescarth@hotmail.com WE'RE ALL FUCKED - michealpeterson@hotmail.com Oº°‘¨Rãçh¨‘°ºO If Yo... - pluto_babe3@hotmail.com Mojojojo --> So close but yet so... - morse_code10@hotmail.com [ .Green.Eggs.And.Han. (L) ] - getpunkedxcore@hotmail.com Elia - e_macaluso@hotmail.com Ryan... - ruffles06@hotmail.com bad friend. - fadedbluestars@hotmail.com Tyson - tysonmsn@effect-hosting.com Jasmine...Its Snowing.....:D - jasmine_mateev@hotmail.com Fang:'(got sun burnt - cui809@hotmail.com [ Hannah (L) ] - emosexuality@hotmail.com (New contact or nickname not set) - starlit_dawn@hotmail.com Michelle - mstrickl@hotmail.com (l) Justina (l) Can't wait for y... - justinapelto@hotmail.com Jennifer - jenniferclark115@hotmail.com the lows are so extreme that the... - spooky_good_times@hotmail.com msngeeks.com Current Mood: bored Current Music: joe strummer - coma girl (5 Comments |Comment on this)
1:52 am	rain rain down sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i havent update this for over 2 months, and alot have shit has happened and unfortunately i dont feel like going into details about it. -i have moved -i drink alot more -ive saw bad religion, dropkick murphys, forgotten rebles -iv cried, iv laughed and most importantly iv made alot of great new friends -im abit happier with my life, i have been stuborn tho and have missed alot of work which means less money coming in, which il fix -iv come to the point where i want another person in my life, maybe try another realationship if i can find someone to put up with me. -iv been jamming twice a week and i have a band we are called sleeping weather click here were not the best but we are working on it. right now im concentrating on going back to school tomorow i will attempt to make an appointment to apply for school courses with a councelor. i wanna rock i wanna see against me! in dec with my best friends and i want a girl maybe santa will be good to me this year?????? prolly not Current Mood: amused Current Music: osker - atom bomb (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
11:32 am	new years day havent been this lonely in awhile sorry for lack of updates alot going on but not that much that matters Current Mood: blank Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
1:18 am	miami blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is life an interesting change happened today, well not exactly perhaps but was brought to my attention today. maybe this will change my realtionship status, prolly not but if i cross my fingers i might be lucky. it gives me hope and feeds my desire to live for another day allso cjs back which drives me to drink and have good times i duno things look abit better!@#!@#!@#@!@#!@# maybe things will get better and maybe i will find l0ve????????? maybe this cat is going crazyy p.s. do your self a favour and listen to the new against me! is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood you know it when i say it! ohya i got a new guitar tooo its sweet!@# Current Mood: curious Current Music: against me! - Mediocrity Gets You Pears (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
11:58 pm	all i want not a terible amount of news here i did manage to go see greenday last week and it was amazing, was def. the biggest shows iv ever been to and it will prolly hold that title for a long time. in other news im just tryn to figure out my life like usual, well honestly i guess thats what you spend your life doing. im just wondering wether or not to stay in london, i have no clue. i could move out west and try to get a aprenticeship for some sort of trade. also the other major thing i was thinking about was seeing if i can transfer from teletech in london to the one in thunderbay i would be getn paid $1 less but im sure my rent would be cheaper. why move i duno london is all that fun well i guess it has its days, just all im doing here is saving money for school and im not even sure if i will goto school here. i could save for school there and do my trade there and then move. i know people will be like NOOOOOOOOOOOO dont move there and i feel like nooooooooo dont move there because its a step backwards but i think it might be a step towards about being abit happier which im not really right now questions? comments.... just leave em peace :dee Current Mood: cranky Current Music: the offspring - dont pick it up (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
8:23 pm	Recovering The Satellites so its been awhile since iv updated this thing, i have alot of things to type but i dont really know if i want to let it all out. the worst thing is that i think about thigns to much 24/7. i releazed i have to concentrate on not thinking about as much just to let my self feel normal. im sure if i went to the doctors and let them fuck around with my brain they would tell me a few things are wrong with it. it has been so hard lately to let my self have a good time, i have a best friend and her name is nicole, i dont treat her well and she doesnt treat me well. were a great couple arent we???? we had went out for 4 years and sometime about a week ago it came to a conclusion that we will never make it as a couple and that we would never get back together. its hard to think of tat other person finding a spouse, having kids, buying a house and having that life you wanted and tried so hard to have. i know how that situation can be reversed but my love life is soo lame and i cant even talk to a member of the opposite sex, well not totaly but you know what i mean. like allways i worry about money alot and i know im not the only one with money issues but some times it feels like the worst thing ever. i spend 75% of my time working to earn money to pay for stuff i dont care about... i pay $400/month for a apartment i dont even like in a city where i have like 5 friends. making more money doenst solve anything the only thing that fixes it all is to have something to take my mind off this. i have started a band last week with my good buddy colin, iv waited 1 year to jam with him and when we played all i could think about how much better i wish we sounded. i forgot why i played music... i play music becasue it makes me happy and because i dont give a fuck about what kind of music other people like i like to play whatever comes out. i have decided to buy a decent sound card to allow me to record music in my bedroom. i want this to be my new pass time, since i dont have a steady friend to hang out with. i can go on and on and on but im not going to maybe i will write more later maybe i wont... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: counting crows - mr jones (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
9:21 am	its the end of the world as we know it last night was horrible, i dont feel like going to work. im sure glad tomorow is my day off. i dont feel like writing about things because everything is a fuckn mess and everything came crumbling down yet again. :( Current Mood: crushed Current Music: relient k - more then useless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
9:27 pm	live8 anyone else heard pink floyd live at live8??? fuck soo good for being on a 20 yr hiatus!@# go check it ok Current Mood: calm Current Music: secret lives of the free masons - song of hope (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
6:08 pm	11,571 songs later iv been using audio scrobbler since feb 15th of this year and here is my top 50 artists i listen to. {rank}{artist}{number of songs played} 1 Lucero 736 2 Against Me! 570 3 Team Sleep 252 4 Osker 217 5 Bloc Party 203 6 Death From Above 1979 186 7 Ramones 170 8 Gang Of Four 164 9 The Weakerthans 158 10 Aesop Rock 156 11 Embrace 144 12 Dwarves 131 13 Dinosaur Jr. 121 14 The Bouncing Souls 117 15 The Clash 109 15 Cannibal Ox 109 17 Elliott Smith 108 18 Counting Crows 107 19 El-P 105 20 Hot Hot Heat 96 21 Dropkick Murphys 95 21 Mike Ness 95 23 Alkaline Trio 92 23 japanther 92 25 Michael Jackson 86 26 Billy Corgan 82 26 The Killers 82 28 Green Day 80 28 Screeching Weasel 80 30 David Bowie 73 30 Local H 73 30 Bedouin Soundclash 73 30 Sinking Ships 73 34 Sublime 70 34 Bigwig 70 36 Everlast 68 36 Choke 68 38 Millencolin 67 39 Jets to Brazil 66 40 At the Drive-In 64 40 Sleeper Set Sail 64 42 The Beach Boys 63 42 Evergreen Terrace 63 44 Nirvana 61 44 The Offspring 61 46 Lifetime 57 47 Propagandhi 56 48 3 Inches of Blood 55 49 Coldplay 53 49 Mindless Self Indulgence 53 Current Mood: amused Current Music: bandits of the acoustic revolution - its a wonderful life (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
12:40 am	the loved ones i feel that my personality anoys the fuck out of alot of people, maybe people can shed some light on me like if you know me tell me if im anoying. other than wondering why people dont actualy hang with me or attempt to talk to me much things are ok i guess. nicole and i are at a standstill with or relationship i have no clue where its going, and it really bothers me. i just feel like im getn old and i want someone to be with. the last thing i wanna do is freak someone out tho about wanting a kid or get married. i guess colin finaly got his drums 1year later but better now then never so were going to have to look for jam space to practice in. also i need to practice alot more so i can play decently. besides that i went and saw agaisnt me and nofx which was great and met crystal and i have to say shes prolly one of the nicest people iv met since iv moved to london. ohya did i mention that i hate torobto. also iv been using my new computer for a week and its working great. thats about all my news except for i might be apply'n for a new job soon, keep people update on this as stuff happens peace and love : dee Current Mood: worried (2 Comments |Comment on this)